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Every time I said
„I love you“
Was a lie.
Today I confess
Today will be the last day of regret
For regret is the greatest sin of all.
God, I know you don’t exist.
I am aware of your colossal absence,
The lack of your diminishing vision
Between the thousand nocturnal heavens.
But last night I could glimpse
Behind your nonexistent back
And laid my romping eyes
Upon a plane of karma
That is only living in the
Purple and golden mists
Of a dreaming mind.
Yet within this wonderland
Of roaming souls - you existed –
Were somehow more real
Than the white eyed inhabitants.
A vision of you,
Bound by your name
But mirrored as a mannequin
Of undeniable beauty.
My dream haven with your lordly,
Flawed body – I need to tell
The sea about it, where all dead stories use to end.
(Although you were a good story,
A pleasant tale of lies)
I tore you away from my questioning lips,
You, who was once so secure of
All your weak little girls.
And only this time,
When I didn’t say
The catastrophic three words,
It was a bigger lie than any occasion
In which I uttered them before.
Words – that are struggling on my lips
Every night I haven’t seen you the days before,
With the only difference
That these days lasted decades,
Yet they vanished faster on the calendar
Than a striking flash.
God, I know
I feel
That you don’t exist.
But I want to confess honestly.
I want into your missing face
And confess
That I probably never knew
The inescapable words.
As dreams rambled through my eyes
I think I learned their meaning.
The words are:
I don’t know.
„I love you“
Was a lie.
Today I confess
Today will be the last day of regret
For regret is the greatest sin of all.
God, I know you don’t exist.
I am aware of your colossal absence,
The lack of your diminishing vision
Between the thousand nocturnal heavens.
But last night I could glimpse
Behind your nonexistent back
And laid my romping eyes
Upon a plane of karma
That is only living in the
Purple and golden mists
Of a dreaming mind.
Yet within this wonderland
Of roaming souls - you existed –
Were somehow more real
Than the white eyed inhabitants.
A vision of you,
Bound by your name
But mirrored as a mannequin
Of undeniable beauty.
My dream haven with your lordly,
Flawed body – I need to tell
The sea about it, where all dead stories use to end.
(Although you were a good story,
A pleasant tale of lies)
I tore you away from my questioning lips,
You, who was once so secure of
All your weak little girls.
And only this time,
When I didn’t say
The catastrophic three words,
It was a bigger lie than any occasion
In which I uttered them before.
Words – that are struggling on my lips
Every night I haven’t seen you the days before,
With the only difference
That these days lasted decades,
Yet they vanished faster on the calendar
Than a striking flash.
God, I know
I feel
That you don’t exist.
But I want to confess honestly.
I want into your missing face
And confess
That I probably never knew
The inescapable words.
As dreams rambled through my eyes
I think I learned their meaning.
The words are:
I don’t know.
Literature
Sleep
some people lament
when it comes to that moment of the day
or night
when we fall to dreams
and sleep.
"such loss of time" they say,
"i could be doing things" they cry.
but i think that dreams are an adventure too.
i can be a king in my dream,
or a queen
- a drag queen -
as bold as anything!
or a drag racer.
i can even be a bunny or a cloud or a chef.
most importantly though,
i find,
i get to not be me.
Literature
Why I stay
1.
every day you wake me
with a gentleness
I did not know you possessed
every day
you are waiting at the door
like clockwork,
stamping your feet
on the frozen ground,
smiling grimly
with your bone white teeth
2.
there is a restlessness going around,
something I think
borne of this winter air
I am filled with a longing
not lustful, nor painful,
but rather like a constant
pulling
from every direction
3.
as if the particles themselves
that compose my body
are becoming detached
tired of the tension, the constant
push to shove
necessary
to deserve your love
Literature
Sleep Well
"Blast it, Sherlock, turn that damned thing down," hissed John as he stormed down the stairs and into the little living room of the flat he shared with the man in question.
The telly was on and blaring some crude show with a pair of so-called comedians screaming at the audience. John practically crushed the power button in his frustration, silencing the annoying device. His eyes flicked immediately to the couch, ready to chew that imbecile out for ignoring his right to sleep. However, it was rather to his surprise to see the man in question sprawled out across the couch, fast asleep himself.
John blinked for a moment. It was weird seeing Sh
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Evertime we don't say them - we die.
Not jst a little bit. Not only deep inside.
We die. For real.
And nobody will notice, because we didn't say
the inevitable three words.
I am not a person who is proud to say such romantic (or maybe homicidal) words,
but it's true. I said I love you and didn't mean it and therefore I am the biggest sinner of all.
Not jst a little bit. Not only deep inside.
We die. For real.
And nobody will notice, because we didn't say
the inevitable three words.
I am not a person who is proud to say such romantic (or maybe homicidal) words,
but it's true. I said I love you and didn't mean it and therefore I am the biggest sinner of all.
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